I'm white. I've only voted for a Democrat twice in my life -- once was for Bill Clinton in an elementary school mock election and the other was Walt Maddox for governor. I can't align with the Democrats based on my morality and I can no longer align with the Republicans based on my ethics.
There's a time I would have said your views largely reflect mine on voting, but there are also two other overriding considerations:
1) the election IS binary (either Harris or Trump was going to be President)
2) viewing morality solely through the lens of abortion (note: not saying this is automatically what you're doing just to be fair) and ignoring humane treatment even of other people someone may not like seems to me to have a serious problem in application. I find many of the things Republicans passively look upon (white collar crime, killing of illegal immigrants just because they're here illegally, or the pardon of the J6 rioters whose sole asset was the candidate they supported) as problematic.
Trumpism has created multiple generations of white Americans now that are so whacked out on conspiracy theories, draining the swamp, and MAGA isolationism that we are going to be in trouble for quite a while after Trump's term is over.
Yeah, but the thing is these folks were always here.
Consider this story from the 1988 Republican primaries:
Bush was already thinking about how to unify the party for the fall. The Dole voters, he believed, would be on board: They were Republican regulars. The Pat Robertson brigades struck Bush as more problematicâ€â€they seemed more interested in ideology and theology than in political victory. Campaigning in Kingsport, Tennesseeâ€â€a thoroughly Republican city in a state Reagan had carried twiceâ€â€Bush encountered a stony-faced Robertson backer who refused to shake the vice president’s hand.
“Look, this is a political campaign,†Bush said to her. “We’ll be together when it’s over.†The woman was unmoved, and Bush, in the privacy of his diary, reflected:
Still, this staring, glaring uglyâ€â€there’s something terrible about those who carry it to extremes. They’re scary. They’re there for spooky, extraordinary right-winged reasons. They don’t care about Party. They don’t care about anything. They’re the excesses. They could be Nazis, they could be Communists, they could be whatever. In this case, they’re religious fanatics and they’re spooky. They will destroy this party if they’re permitted to take over. There is not enough of them, in my view, but this woman reminded me of my John Birch days in Houston. The lights go out and they pass out the ugly literature. Guilt by association. Nastiness. Ugliness. Believing the Trilateral Commission, the conspiratorial theories. And I couldn’t tellâ€â€it may not be fair to that one woman, but that’s the problem that Robertson brings to bear on the agenda.
(Jon Meacham, "Destiny and Power: The American Odyssey of George Herbert Walker Bush," 2015:242)
During the same campaign, this self-same Pat Robertson gave an interview to a South Carolina newspaper and said that the confession of sin by Jimmy Swaggart just 16 days before the Super Tuesday primaries was
a conspiracy by the Bush campaign to tar Robertson as a "TV evangelist" and thus another Swaggart in order to ensure he won the primaries.
As far as "drain the swamp," I doubt Trump knows anything about that phrase except "well Ronald Reagan said it and in 2015 to win the GOP nomination, I have to quote Reagan." I doubt he knows anything beyond that. And it's worth noting that Reagan used the phrase on January 20, 1982 - exactly the hour of his first anniversary as President - and the context is completely different even if one wishes to say the meaning is the same:
"The American people understand that the damage of decades of waste, mismanagement, inflation, and economic decay will not vanish overnight. And I suspect they've also noticed that quite a few of the people shedding crocodile tears over our current economic plight and taking potshots at our recovery program are the very people who led us into this swamp in the first place. I know it isn't always easy. As the old saying goes, 'When you're up to your armpits in alligators, it's sometimes hard to remember that you're here to drain the swamp.'"
For Trump, it's a mantra, a vacancy, a cheer, a cliche, anything but anything of actual substance. I swear that way too many of his voters - online anyway - demonstrate nothing more than the ability to recite his phrases parrot-like as if they cover a multitude of meanings and avoid actually saying anything.
Fake news, drain the swamp, make America great again, that's just terrible - all every bit as vacuous and empty as he is.
But we will never recover. Ever. The next Democrat is going to use every single tool Trump used for their own agenda, and the very same libs who today whine and condemn it will justify it with "but what about Trump" (after spending the last decade lecturing us that whataboutism doesn't justify anything). That person will rule by executive order, suddenly remember how badly they want the filibuster abolished, act all on his (or her) own - and Reps will cry and Dems will cheer, both hypocritical in the process.
The next Republican - unless we luck into a Bush 41-type (and they don't exist now) - will attempt to out-Trump Trump.
But we will not recover. Ever.